The one you cannot have by Preeti Shenoy-A Review

Being a profound reader i had my itensions of completing an other novel written by Preeti Shenoy-The One you cannot have.She is one of my favourite authors whose books by now i have completed!.I wish you too enjoy the happiness of being loved after reading a novel that hints about how to overcome breakups and how long does it take to heal and it makes the readers question themselves if they could ever overcome the one perfect relationship they once had!.Relish the happiness of reading if u never made an attempt to read the book and i wish this review helps you out.

ABOUT PREETI SHENOY-

                                            She is one of the best selling authors in India and she was quoted as "The show stealer" by Deccan chronicles.She is also an artist-specialising in portraits.She is an avid blogger,poet,nature lover and yoga buff.She is currently based in bangalore.Apart from writing,fitness and travelling to new places,having fun with family gives her immense joy.To know more about go to preetishenoy.com and follow her on twitter @preetishenoy.

ABOUT THE NOVEL-
                         
                                    The novel is about the one perfect relationship between Aman and shruti who were inseparable in the four years of college life.They had the most loveliest times that they were so called "made for each other pairs".But it was not so long when shruti realized that they need to breakup hoping that her mother will fight against breast cancer and lead a happy life if shruti obeys them.It was so hard for Aman after shruti said they could never proceed further and that she is going to marry Rishabh,the guy with an IIT tag who is adored by shruti's family and they do not want Aman because of the caste issues.But now it has been 2 years since they broke up and shruti is married to Rishabh and Aman went to UK hoping for a change from the shattered life he never thought of.Though they seem to move along what destiny has lead them,they could never give up on each other.Aman buries himself with work load and shruti making an effort to look like "a happily married life".Then Aman meets Anjali who has been mailing him at regular intervals to stay updated with Aman because she knows he is not one of those guys who flirt all time and there is something deep buried within himself and that she is completely falling for him ever since she met him at dipika and vikram's place last time he came.And now she is madly awaiting his return from UK.Though Aman was not interested in giving a try with his 2nd relationship he found that they were perfect with each other sharing what they feel without a tinge of guilt of hiding something to the better half.Then comes a thunderbolt in shruti's life.Rishabh finds the mails shruti and Aman once shared and he was shocked that she never let a word about him and TRUST,the most important factor you need to have in a relationship is now lost in Rishabh that he finds difficult to speak to shruti even after she consoles him that Aman is a history.It is then she realizes that she is not yet recovered from the bygones with Aman and how she madly misses him.She then writes him a mail that she wanted to continue being his friend despite not having a relationship as he said he wanted to have this kind of relation between them even after they broke up in the early days of their breakup.But shruti now writes him the reply after 2 long years that makes Aman let go of her and he refuses to send her a reply back.It is then shruti makes up a visit and asks Aman if she has a second chance.Aman asks her to give Rishabh a second chance and tells shruti about Anjali and their relationship.Shruti then realizes that Aman is "THE ONE YOU CANNOT HAVE".

It is a modern day romantic novel that is straight from heart that is about the complicated relationships and about moving on when you realize that there will always be the one you cannot have!
Happy reading:)

Isabella swan-Twilight :D

My pencil sketch-2 :D

Harry potter :D

We know harry potter is a fictional tale and that it isn't a real life.

To those who hate it-It's the brilliant work of fiction:)..

-My first pencil sketch :D

Ethics revamped!!

There has been a time when the girl had no rights to walk out of the house at the end of the day even when she had her worldly desires.There was a time when the grown-up child was no longer allowed to educate herself,she was considered a trivial person among the menage.But today we see opportunities sparkling around her like she had a magical wand to let her dreams come true.While there were million hearts opposing about the friendship between a guy and girl she proved she stays stronger when the disparity was vanquished.And thy came a hope to compete herself with a better understanding and stand unique among her fellowship.

Then came the stupendous truth that the friendship between a guy and girl is no longer a sin and is welcomed beyond the scopes of tradition.I have seen some bonds who ache for a long lasting friendship and turn out having a best friend besides not telling people at home just because they will be accused and would never be allowed to!.According to me friendship is unconditional love arguing over silly things,helping when we can,laughing out loud while it's a nuisance for the public,unnoticing the surroundings,crying together when the other can never be consoled,taking care when someone feels lonelier,accepting the person even when a sin is being committed,hoping that they live happier,giving them advises even when i'm not perfect and cherishing the happiness you might never encounter with things :).

Having a friendship between a boy and a girl doesn't mean about sharing secrets.It is just that they understand you better besides being misunderstood.A factor of jealousy is never seen.Maybe i'm wrong but i have never seen someone being envious over silly things.It doesn't mean you can only have the best of friendship with only them.Try seeing everyone similar under the banner of one sky each sharing unique desires.

The difference between a friend and best friend is the additional word best and it shows that it is the superlative of good!.When someone asked me to write about this topic i seriously had no intensions and was guessing what exactly could be the difference.And i began surfing what great people thought and it ended up with same results that shakespeare,wordsworth,lincoln and michael jackson had an idea that if one can become your bestfriend then he/she can easily become life partners.I knew you are famous personalities among your own field but i disagree with your facts.I'm sorry i didn't mean to prove you wrong:)

There had been many families arguing each day just because that friendship is never accepted by the society.To those people who wanted a reply-Trust!.They never wanted a marriage without your consent and i believe parents accept the marriages between best friends when they have the credence that each will take care of the other even at times of woe.It just needs to be understood that being restricted always wanted the laws to be broken.Trust is something that needs a lifelong payment.When you start trusting someone you expect in return the happiness of sharing the bond.And i promise you could never replace friendship with marriages at this aspect.Friendship is something amazing and wonderful to be shared.

To my own verdict,"It is never wrong until you go wrong.Staying happier with the best person means you could live the way you are and you never wanted to pretend just because someone else is uncomfortable with.Be yourself and cherish the bond you hold.Let's hold upon to each other for there will never be another".Feeling fortunate to have someone like you's [;)] in my life.Thank you:)

Thy comes happiness :)

Wondering if destiny ever wanted to kick out my ambitions and lead the path i must stay within!.Feeling nostalgic the moment i'm into a place where i won't belong to the happiest of surroundings anymore and the opulence not about wealth but about happiness i ache for at times seems to rememorate the magnificient love i ever had by my loved ones.Even when we know nothing lasts forever we still give it a try because something is always better than nothing and thy comes a hope i wanted.It later turned to be my medicine for the loneliness fever.

I knew i won't stay with you forever but now i cherish whatever that came along my path because i see a better me full of hopes and ambitions as if i had a relic directing me where i should turn first.Stepping into the first day of my college life i now remember the cries i made just because sending someone to let go of the present taking a refreshing start i will never have him along the paths of glory because he is far wanting me to learn a better world.Even today you wish me the best of luck everytime you see that i'm not very much capable of the thing i do.You just give it a try because you never wanted to let me down!.At times i wonder why you stress yourself with the life of ours just to hear from you that it is for our prosperousness.The way you care for the poor,the way you set things right,the way you handle the unexpected,the way you love us more than anyone else....i'm just awestruck!.I wonder if i would ever find a better love dad:)

Entering into class rooms,teacher asking you names,patting you when you feel lost,invigorate when you needed!.I promise! you would never run away when you find that it differs nothing much compared to the past.I never made a try to cherish the present until i knew myself that i was committing a sin of not making a friendship and letting go of the defunct!.I was the only soul learning all nights just to see the happiness as a token of the life they gave me!.I could never think of a strategy better than academics to pay for your love.It started with my birthday that i started gaining more friends(Good things are expected on an auspicious day :P).

Wanted to never let go the life i live only once,never wanted to let my parents down,never wanted to lose the friends who'll be mine forever,never wanted to lose the fun i will miss if i never encounter with.Then comes the day i meet the best teacher i ever thought sparkling my mind with the happiness wishing me to be the happiest.Having done my first semester,with the results came expectations that continues until today-for it is something i never wanted to do for myself but wishing for the happiness of the ones i love.There was a time when someone who calls out me topper i dissent myself just because it is something i never wanted to be laughed at,now even when it's not the end i laugh at my pasts.Seems funnier how i never let things be in the funniest way.Thy came an aspiration to do something best than the better.Even when i shivered the most before i gave a speech about the ambitions of my life i just thought i never wanted to let the fortuity go just because i'm shivering to make a public speech.

Even when i have the happiest of times i remorse for the friendship i had.Though she is not the one i longed to have a friendship with,letting her go just because of me made me culpable because i'm not the wrong doer and i never have a reason to apologize,the greatest mistake i ever did is not realizing who would beat behind my back.I regret not for the mistake that made you depart from hostel but the guilt you never understood me beyond your misunderstandings and you never gave me a chance to speak my heart that i care for you even now!.I will never make a friendship again with the same person not that i'm egoistic about who talks first but because i never wanted someone who once said i'm guilty when others proved i'm not!.And the cause you caused still hurts!.Goodbye!

When there is passing clouds there are memories to be registered in every cloud i passby.I'm not at the best place but i'm contented with what i have and cherish those who stay by my side.At times when i'm not really helpful i have an apology to make because it was not purposeful.Some don't understand and i don't care either because i know only few people care and others are just curious when something unexpected happens.

I'm glad at being called the changed because i now realize how foolish i had been in the past being sensitive about every moves i take.I miss someone the most at this moment i knew you could never return back but i missed the chance of letting you know how much i loved you.You always wished me happy days while i can only shed a tear when i remember those painful nights.You made our hearts sparkle.Here is a note i wanted to tell "I knew i'm the disobedient granddaughter but you might never have enjoyed the crisps in life without me being chased.I love you grandma".

I miss hearing the advises i get from you mom when i'm down but still i'm happier that she is happy about the personification of my new beginning.To those who cherish my friendship-I'm happier that you are in my life too:)
Sweet night:)

A tribute to Sachin Tendulkar by the best fan i ever saw:)-k.jeyamohan

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When i first saw you !

When god created the world and all the majestic things in it, when he streaked the heavens with radiant color and the earth with grand mountains and awe-inspiring canyons, when he painted the plains with waving grasses and erected noble forests of towering trees, he outdid it all by creating friends.I felt the sense of awe towards him when i was much happier than that hard olden days!

It was almost two months since i turned back into something incredible,an unusual feeling as if i had nausea that moment.I thought none would be willing to go with medicine and so it would be an easier task to get to the top.Later i realized that i was wrong.My choice for the career that i wanted to pursue was clear.I did not try for any other option.so my first aim was to be focussed with my life deciding two long years.But rather being successful with my career i found myself that i was more comfortable with new friends.But it was too late when i realized they would no more be with me forever!

When i entered for my first day classes,i thought everything was normal and thought the same girl who troubles me all time is going to sit by my side for the next two years!I happened to hear a voice calling me and when i looked back i saw the girl and realized that she was the topper of the class.It was funny when she told that her mom had asked to sit with me.But i didn't realize then that we would become best friends forever!Being the topper she always had encouragements filled with expectations.Sometimes i felt like having a bet with her and trying my best to top the class.I was awaiting for the list to be read in prayer about that month's toppers because i had come second!But she didn't let it go on.Sometimes i feel like running away but she wouldn't let me go away!At times i found herself engaged with new friends of hers and letting me down.But then i realized i have so much friends to cherish with.She always cared if i had understood the lessons well and would clear up with the texts i was not thorough with.But it was too long when i realized that she had more toppers to discuss better with and later she never bothered to hear me if i had doubts.Still she continued to be my best friend.I thought i would never disturb her with her friends and was too careful in not hurting her feelings and was always there whenever she needed me.

Being stuffed with boring lessons i always waited for something that would keep me happier all time and there came QUEST 2011.It was then i had so much friends to call for when i was down.It was those days that i had bunked for the first time in my schooling.I still can't make out what made me crazy in bunking classes inspite of me participating only in english essay writing which was on the spot.That plot made me recognise everyone's talents.That was the place i happened to see the one who cared for someone special she thought was.But that didn't last long!I felt relationships end but they don't end your life.But people do often spend more time finding out the broken relationships that is never going to make up again unless mistakes are forgiven.

I thought i should never make that mistake of getting so close with someone and hurt myself .So i thought i should engage myself with more stage performances that came to me.I happened to realize later about the day i sang on stage.It was the situation that forced the teacher to think that i'm the best singer.And that sounded well.None knew that i was the one who sang on stage but when they knew i was filled with wishes.It was then i had decided never to turn back to stage and engage myself in trouble.

It was almost november when we were given the opportunity to partcipate in science national congress.I thought i must learn something new but my leader didn't let me do that.He was the only person i always hated but remembered the tough days of my 8 th grade fighting who would top the class between us.11 th remained to hold the most unexpected days of having bunked the classes for no reason.The only reason we had was we were doing the project and it went in vain that we are coping to do the best of all.But no one knew that it was all fake for the school really thought we were busy working.It was late when we realized that the competition was so important that would bring us fame if we had achieved.Though we didn't take it serious we were the one who had come with new ideas and the supervisors appreciated us but was blamed of not giving them a working model.Though our creation seemed to have some logic it made them feel that it was not that realistic.Thank god we were not selected for we had our board exams very soon and that our practicals were about to start.

During last three months of our 11 th grade i felt more uncomfortable with my class and felt that we had got so much rumours that it was hard to regret,for we had gone to our extreme!It was those few days i found many having pairs and enjoying life while we felt sorry and were blamed because of them.When they tried to move away from each other they hardly realized that they had already got so close that it was difficult to give away with emotions.But later they realized that it was what life is all about,the transformations we meet!

When it was finally the end they had made up minds not to concentrate on anything but studies.It was the place that made many realize the fake relationships they had had.They had already found who their real friends were and was careful in not getting close again with them.We now were so keen on concentrating on our studies and it all happened at once that we started gaining the competitiveness we once had.Having gained the spirit of learning,we also faced problems regarding the question papers that were leaked for our district model exams and teachers were upset because they never expected this act from one of the toppers classes.We never wanted to do this but it was the grading systems that forced us do this.We neither felt sorry nor happy for this was not our public exams!

Inspite of we not doing so well in our exams we expected our results for we thought it was like talent exams not having prepared anything that year and appearing as we were forced to!We had already started with our 12 th classes while others had holidays.But we had so much expectations with our 12 th grade for we made sure that we had no more punishments because of them again.But that didn't last long!It was august when we were blamed again because of them.I still wonder what is up to innocent faces of us getting into trouble for what we really had done nothing!

But that didn't bother us because we enjoyed classes being cut.I happened to have some good friends which was almost 10 and now it is just 3.I wonder how people change with time!I then realized that life is nothing if lessons are not taught and you need all those lessons if you wanted to be a hero in the strife!We made so well with our 12 th grade in the beginning and later we felt tough with concepts as was the going.Maths volume 2 haunted us.We never wanted english classes because we discussed almost everything except the concepts.And no comments about other subjects!

The public exams are over and now i feel like having a reverse button for i never expected question papers would be more talented than we are. We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams!I am now gaining my friends back and knew not if they were so much interested in studies during the past or if they realize who i'am only now!Someday many years from now we'll be exchanging our tales from now and laughing as the memories flow and when that distant day arrives i know it will be understood that friendship is the key to live and we were friends and it was good.I wish not to remember the past but to cherish the memories we had-once upon a time!

LIFE

Living among uncertainities
Dying as no longer worth being...
even when we absent ourselves from earth-we
always have a mystery to unfold-and
a bond wishing to never let go...
It never means my love for them ends here-it
is that they wanted to go ahead traversing the life
leaving me behind..
learning few phases of life..
wishing to never let the darkness encircle-though
i know tomorrow never comes!

                                               -k.jeyapriya

இந்த நாள் இனிய நாளாவது மனிதனின் அவா!
வலிகளை மறைக்கிறது கண்ணீர்
உண்மைகளை பேச வைக்கிறது அன்பு
கருணை என்னும் தாரகம் இல்லையே நம்மில் ...
காலத்தால் அழிந்த போதிலும்
வலிகளால் இறந்துபோனது நெஞ்சம் ...
வலிகளை மறைக்க புன்னகை தேவையில்லை
நேயம் என்னும் நேசமே போதும்!

                                                 -K.Jeyapriya

உன்னை நினைக்கையில் காயம் ஆறிப்போனது
வலிகளை ஆர்ச்செய்ய வந்த தேவதையாய் உன்னை பார்கிறேன்
கனவுகளுக்கிடையில் நிஜமானது நம் நட்பு
இந்த தருணத்தில் புன்னகைக்கிறேன்-உன்னை எண்ணியபடியே 
நீ என் இனியவை என்று :)

                                                  -க.ஜெயப்ரியா 

Tomorrow might never be!

This day is not what i expected
reminiscence haunts me..
wanting a day to hold so dear
for you are far beyond the reach..
wish you share my pain-while
i share your happiness-for
you only know when i smile-that
i hide back my tears
just to make you cheerful..
It seems like i'm having a revolution around..
just a premonition-that
you'll be lost in future..
while i'm busy searching for you
a no man says he could never be mine-for
he had found someone dear
leaving me count my tears..
just wishing to live life the fullest-for
i'm said tomorrow might never be..!

                  -K.Jeyapriya

You'll be the pearl i wanted to catch!

This is just another day
for the cloud to passby
This'll be the promise i make-that
no bound'll be around us.
You'll be the finest drop i ever had
seeing a pearl spark my own..
wishing you had a life of your own.
Don't know how long you'll be
but i'll never find the another you!
Hearing your voice i come to reality-that
now i'm afraid to go to my dreams-for
i could never encounter when i'm back...
i'll never let you go!
miss being far...
you'll be the best love i ever had..
even when i know nothing lasts forever
You'll be the pearl i wanted to catch....

                                   -K.Jeyapriya

PROMISE!

She died!

No one will ever know the seriousness of this issue by next year this date.True we need to show how we feel towards this issue.It's our matter of concern we are heading towards a void place that will remain void until steps are taken.I don't realize why government has no immediate steps for this issue!.True we have more cases to be worried in tamilnadu besides delhi issue but you know what this was the issue that rouse you to feel ashamed about our state!.Just speaking out of crowd and fighting for justice won't rest the soul in peace.If you really feel sorry never show your concern only for a day.The solution towards the nation's problem would be holding a position among public that'll make you take your own decisions,a decision you feel that's right a decision that will make a revolution.Try reaching a height no one could ever expect.We have our soul power to support an issue then and we can promise a better nation without crimes!

சொல்லப்பட !

இவ்வுலகம் செல்லும் விசையில்
நான் என்னை துலைத்து
உன் சுவாசத்தை ஏந்தி
என் மேனி சிலிர்க்க
உன் உணர்வுகளோடு குடித்தனம் செய்யும் கள்வனாய்
உணர்சிகளோடு பயணம் செய்யும் -என்
மனம் பிம்பத்தில் பிரதிபலிக்கிறது உன் முன்னே -என்
உணர்வுகளை உன் உணர்சிகளாக்க....
உறவுகளை தொலைத்த என் உணர்வுகள் -இன்று
என்னிடம் உன் மானத்தை தொலைத்து உன் மனதை
ருக்கு பகிர்கிறாய் என ஏளனமாய் கேட்டது -நான்
என் மானத்தை துறந்தபோது கண்ணீர் சிந்தவில்லை
சிந்தி இருந்தால் அவள் எந்தி இருப்பாளா எனத் தெரியவில்லை ...
உணர்வுகளை பகிரும் எனக்கு அவள் உணர்சிகள் புரிவதில்லை ...
வேண்டிக்கொள்கிறேன் -உன்
உணர்வுகளை புரிந்து
உன்னால் அந்த மூன்று எழுத்து -என்
செவியில் சொல்லப்பட...!

கற்க வுதவிய தோழமை!

வாழ்க்கையில் மீன்கள் விண்மீன்கள் ஆகலாம் - ஆனால்

அதனை சாத்தியமாக்குவது நம்மை போன்ற படைப்புகள்!

படைப்புகள் சிலவாகும் அதனை எதிர்ப்பவர்கள் பலவாகும்

படைத்தால் தான் வாழ்க்கை,வாழ்ந்தால் தான் உலகம்

வீழ்ந்தால் தான் எவர்க்கோ வெற்றி

எவனோ யாசிக்கலாம் -ஆனால்

மனம் சென்ற போக்கிலே நாம் செல்வதாகாது

வாழுகின்ற வாழ்க்கை வாழ்ந்தவர்களுக்கு பாடம்

என் வாழ்க்கையை எண்ணி உன் சரித்திரம் எழுதப்படட்டும்

பிறப்புக்கும் இறப்புக்கும் வித்தியாசம் ஒன்றுதான்-அழிவு

காண்பதற்கும் கேட்பதற்கும் வித்தியாசம் ஒன்றுதான்-பயணம்

விதி விட்டுச் சென்றதை மனம் மறத்தல் கூடாது

மறந்ததை வாழ நினைப்பது மூடத்தனம்

வாழ்ந்து பாருங்கள் விண்மீனில் வானவில்லாய் மாறுங்கள் என்பது மூலதனம்!

நீச்சல் அடிக்க தெரிந்தவனுக்கு, குளம்
எவ்வளவு ஆழம் என்பதை பற்றி
அறிய தேவையில்லை , வாழ்க்கை
ரசிப்பவனுக்கு, பிரச்சனை ஒன்றும்
பெரிதில்லை !!

உயிரில்லாத கற்கள் கூட
கடவுளாக கோவில்களில் வீற்று இருக்க,
உயிர்கள் இப்படி வேதனை படுவது
ஏனோ ?!

மனம்!

தனக்கு கிடைக்காதது
யாருக்கும் கிடைக்கக்கூடாது
என்று சிந்திக்கிறவன் சமூக விரோதியாகிறான்.
தனக்கு கிடைக்காதது
மற்றவர்களுக்காவது கிடைக்கட்டும்
என்று கருதுபவன் சமூக சீர்திருத்தவாதியாகிறான் !!

பறவைகளுக்கும் துறவிகளுக்கும் நிறந்தரமான சரணாலயம் இருப்பதில்லை. நானும் ஒரு பறவைதான்... நிறந்தரம் எனும் நிலையையே அசௌகரியமாக கருதும் பறவை..
அடுத்த வினாடி ஒலித்து வைத்திருக்கும் ஆச்சரியங்கள் இவ்வுலகத்தில் ஏறாலம்.. ஆச்சரியம் நிறைந்த இந்த உலகத்தில் நம்பிக்கை வைத்து பயணிக்கிறேன்..நானும் ஒரு பயணாளியாக!

ஏழை சொல்லும் வாசகம் !

வசதி இருந்தும் உண்ணா விரத போராட்டம்
குப்பைத்தொட்டில் எச்சில் இலைக்கூட கிடைக்காதென்று என் வயிறோ உணவிற்கு திண்டாட்டம்
எழுதபடிக்க தெரியாது ஆனால் தினம் தினம் எழுதி வைத்திருக்கிறேன் ஒரு வேலை உணவு இன்று கிடைக்குமோ நாளை கிடைக்குமோ என்று!
ஆறுதல் சொன்ன யவரும் இல்லை எனக்குள் நானே! ஆறுதல் சொல்கிறேன் கண்ணீர் சிந்தயபடி என் வறுமையை எண்ணி எண்ணி !!

வலிகள்!

நேசித்தால் தான் வலி 

வாழ்ந்தால் தான் வாழ்க்கை 

வகுத்தபின் உணர்வதையும் 

வலித்தபின் அழுவதையும் விட்டுவிடு 

மரணம் என்பது சரித்ரத்தின் முடிவு 

விதியின் வலிகள் வலிமைகளுக்கு போதும் 

என் இதயம் நிற்பதற்கு!

விண்ணை கண்டு விடியும் என்று நம்பும் நீ 

உன்னை கண்டு முடியும் என்று நம்பு ...:) 

உனக்கு கிடைக்கும் வெற்றியில் பலரின் தோல்வி இருக்கும் 

உனக்கு கிடைக்கும் தோல்வியில் யாரோ ஒருவற்கு வெற்றி இருக்கும்.

so don't feel for ANYTHING~!!!

வாய்மை!

வாய்மை என்று எதுவுமில்லை -மாய்ந்த
நம் மூதாதையரை நிலவில் காணும்வரை !

வலிகளை அறிவோம்!

அன்பு மகனுக்கு அப்பா எழுதுவது….!

வசதியாகத்தான் இருக்கிறது மகனே…
நீ கொண்டு வந்து சேர்த்த முதியோர் இல்லம்.
பொறுப்பாய் என்னை ஒப்படைத்து விட்டு சலனமின்றி நீ வெளியேறிய போது, முன்பு நானும் இது போல் உன்னை வகுப்பறையில் விட்டு விட்டு என் முதுகுக்குப் பின்னால் நீ கதற கதறக் கண்ணீரை மறைத்தபடி புறப்பட்ட காட்சி ஞாபகத்தில் எழுகிறது!

முதல் தரமிக்க இந்த இல்லத்தை தேடித் திரிந்து
நீ தேர்ந்தெடுத்ததை அறிகையில்கூட அன்று உனக்காக நானும் பொருத்தமான பள்ளி எதுவென்றே ஓடி அலைந்ததை ஒப்பீடு செய்கிறேன்!

இதுவரையில் ஒருமுறையேனும் என் முகம் பார்க்க
நீ வராமல் போனாலும் என் பராமரிப்பிற்கான
மாதத் தொகையை மறக்காமல் அனுப்பி வைப்பதற்காக மனம் மகிழ்ச்சியடைகிறது

நீ விடுதியில் தங்கிப் படித்த காலத்தில் உன்னைப் பார்க்க வேண்டும் என்ற ஆவல் இருந்தாலும் படிப்பை நினைத்து உன்னை சந்திக்க மறுத்ததன் எதிர்வினையே இதுவென்று இப்போது அறிகிறேன்!

இளம் வயதினில் நீ சிறுகச் சிறுக சேமித்த அனுபவத்தை என் முதுமைப் பருவத்தில் மொத்தமாக எனக்கே செலவு செய்கிறாய் ஆயினும்… உனக்கும் எனக்கும் ஒரு சிறு வேறுபாடு.

நான் கற்றுக்கொடுத்தேன் உனக்கு…
வாழ்க்கை இதுதானென்று!
நீ கற்றுக் கொடுக்கிறாய் எனக்கு… உறவுகள் இதுதானென்று!